I am fine!
Stop telling me!
You think you know me? You don’t know me!
You are concerned about me…oh I’m doing good!
Seems familiar to you as alcoholic addict?
It was taken from page of Marvel Comics’ Main Storyline Civil War II, which was published in 2016.
When was your last drink?
Captain America knew Iron Man very well
They fought together for many years on many occasions, especially when serving their time for the Avengers. Even they have their own personal conflicts and disagreements on their own. However, it did not stop them being a friend.
Captain America was gracious enough to confront Iron Man about his personal disagreement. He saw something oddly in Iron Man. It’s why he asked him when he had his last drink?
Often of us like to deny the reality of what is happening to us! Little we did realize that deadly addiction is doing much damage to our mental function, physical and our spiritual growth.
Did you see Captain America as he said: Control issue, trust issue, paranoia, & manic behavior. He suspects something is differing from being a normal Iron Man. He is not concerned about his role as Iron Man, he is concerned about his friendship with Tony Stark.
Have someone voice their own concern about you are being a different person than you are?
Are you hiding your own pain, you don’t want someone to pry in your pain, which are too much for someone to bear it? Feeling hopeless about your own pain? Where do you turn to for help? You must be married to deadly addictive behavior so it can ease off your pain.
Altered reality kicks on as the pain disappears! Once the under the influence of drinking disappears, then the pains resurface!
Be aware Lord can use ANYONE to get his messages to you EVEN those whom are outsiders too.
I will guide you along the best pathway for your life. I will advise you and watch over you. ~ Psalm 32:8 (NLT)
All of us carry with the attitude of “I am the only person in the world with too many problems and I’m beyond the repair!”
Sorry to say that there are MANY people felt this way as you felt.
Really, you cannot fool those people with your baloney talk even no matter how many drinks you had! They can see your appearance are changing even the way you are talking and thinking.
I used to tell them, how I am good I am and I knew how to control with drinking issues, but little I did realize that my well-being is seriously deteriorating!
No matter how you felt that your situation are beyond the repair, there is ALWAYS a hope for you! Jesus gave very encouraging and comforting words as he said:
“Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But with God everything is possible.” ~ Matthew 19:26 (NLT)
You need to admit it yourself, none of us can fix you. No matter how much people tried to fix you, you will be always on the point of being miserable! You know why? You will not admit it until you finally admit that you are powerless over the overwhelming problems and realized you cannot handle alone. The only way you can do is seek God with your remorseful heart, then change will take place!
Who makes the decision?
YOU!
NOT US!
Trust me, I was there and once you make decisions in the eyes of God, then you will see changeable in your life.
Broken Chain Journey 